To be honest i just thibk jessica shouldve won just because she has sucja vocal variety in music from ballads to soul. philip is like stuck in soul. hes just too limited. she has training that carries her far. she needs braces for real though and philips eyes scare me haha

To be honest I’m not sad that I didn’t make it, I’m just hella sad that the three of us couldn’t do it together. I’m not undermining anyones decisions or saying I’m deserving cos I’m not, but shit. To be honesteven though you guys see shit differently, I honestly think that we’ve been through a lot the three of us. I mean nationals doesnt seem plausible amd i just wanted to leave our mark together. It sucked seeing the flag family split this year. I love the babies, if i didnt give two fucks about em, i wouldnt have stayed with them all winter and spring but the three of us really have stayed strong together. You two when i first joined made me feel not just part of the team but also part of a family. And even though the nationals and school team split you guys still made an effort to keep us close and during basketball season it was just us five and i felt like i was actually a part of the family even though i was like the goldfish of the family. Shit one of yous graduating. Sure its 365+ days but those days go by fast. Even though spsv has been very up and down, the team is what makes me want to stay, and with every year that passes being at the school is like a gamble and being on the team is like high roller status and with you graduating and with you not sure if this is where you wanna be im.worried that the family is splitting. I dont say it as often as i should but i love you two like so much. Sure we get hella annoyed and pissy at times but we still care or we wouldnt still be together. You guys added to my passion by adding role models and competition to it. You guys were the closest people i had on the team. I know we will still make memories and.stuff but i wanted to like share it as leaders of the team like kaila and cathy and kirsten did or even like cathy kaila and rae on their last year. I dont know…

I’m not sad at the fact that I didn’t make captain like there’s so much more behind it though. I really think that I should just say it to your faces though…nothing bad though

“dont be sad over your failures. Be happy that other people accomplished things. Youre not the only person in the world”